Thursday, December 16, 2010
Poetry...Haiku
YAY poetry!... I wrote a few of mine, read and enjoy!-- or not, its cool.
Falling on my head
I go walking in the rain
Without a hat on
One thing on my mind
Only one thing on my mind
I'm going to eat you
This rising of sun
I pray if the dawn should break
That I may break too
Friday, December 10, 2010
Macbeth
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Shakespeare papers
So Ms. Hill says we should all use this blog to help each other will lets all post information on the tradgies we had to read on our own. This will benfit us all =)
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I ♥ FREE!
- Augustana College
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Elegy
Left, lost, lonely and longing-
you are never coming back.
The candid memories evoke such sweet mourning
Left, lost, lonely and longing-
the flicker in my heart and mind cries our for you,
begging for your return.
Left, lost, lonely and longing-
I yearn to take another drive,
like the ones we took to nowhere.
Left, lost, lonely and longing-
darkenss glows in your,
abondoned place.
And Ms. Hill its not about anyone you know....
Symbolism in Hamlet
Monday, November 15, 2010
Houston We Have A Problem... AGAIN AND REVISED
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Let's start the reviewing!
Acrimonious/Acrimoniously
Ambiguity/Ambiguous
Amicable/Amicably
Anomaly/Anomalies
Antipathy
Antithesis
Augmentation/Augment
Benevolence/Benevolent/Benevolently
Blasé (code for the é is: Alt + 130)
Cacophony
Callous/Callously
Capriciousness/Capricious/Capriciously
Caustic/Caustically
Clandestine
Cliché
Cognizant
Compatibility/Compatible
Complacency/Complacent/Complacently
Conducive
Connoisseur
-
Debilitate
Decadence/Decadent/Decadently
Demur
Deprecation/Deprecate
Discreet/Discreetly
Escalation/Escalate
Elicit
Fabrication/Fabricate
Flamboyance/Flamboyant/Flamboyantly
Implacable
Inebriated
Mendacious
Nebulous
Nepotism
Pragmatism/Pragmatic
-
Enigma/Enigmatic/Enigmatically
Incredulous
Lampoon
Nefarious
Nuance
Ostentatious/Ostentatiously
Paramount
Proliferate/Prolific
Temerity
Urbane
-
Brevity
Calamity
Candid/Candidly
Commendable
Controversy/Controversial
Frivolity/Frivolous
Infatuation/Infatuate
Inquisition/Inquisitive/Inquisitively
Maneuver
Melancholy
Satire/Satirical
Scrutiny/Scrutinize
-
Accustomed
Crass
Cumbersome
Deceit/Deceive/Deceptive/Deceptively
Eloquence/Eloquent/Eloquently
Emancipation/Emancipate
Empathy/Empathize/Empathetic/Empathetically
Ramification
Subsequent/Subsequently
Villain/Villainous
Vindictive/Vindictively
Phew, that was a lot. Anyways, I'm going to begin the story since I'm creating the post, haha.
The sun shone very brightly through the window. As Brody awakened, she looked out the window and felt melancholy as she gazed down at the street She was very confused, and when she turned, she saw a "walker" coming towards her...
You guys can finish it off!(:
Shakespearean Tragedies Paper
Why Don't Presidents Fight The War?
So, I became enlightened with a thought. Why not make a biweekly post about something interesting and fun that will engage student interest and at the same time have educational meaning? :)
Today's Topic: Pick a singer or a band that you like or admire who is/was very influential in shaping American ideals. How about a singer or a band that speaks out against or for a certain cause. You can provide a couple lines of a particular song, pictures, etc. Try not to pick the same artist as someone else. (When responding, do NOT turn this into a heated online debate about opinions, & beliefs. Please stick to the prompt.)
SYSTEM OF A DOWN - "B.Y.O.B"
One of my favorite bands from a couple of years ago is System Of A Down. One of their most mainstream songs is called "B.Y.O.B" which like Omar said, sounds like a woman screaming while pulling her hair out. However, if you analyze the lyrics closely, you can find the true meaning of the song. The theme of the song revolves around war, most notably Operation Iraqi Freedom. My interpretation of this song is that it is anti-war and speaking out against the government that engages us in war but doesn't fight in it. The line "Why don't presidents fight the war, Why do they always send the poor" conveys that message. System Of A Down also touches on the influences of the media and advertisements that promote and encourage young men and women going off to war. "Marching forward hypocritic & hypnotic computers" portrays these young men and women as being hypnotized or brainwashed by the idea of war and what it means to "fight for your country" or "fight for your freedom". Neverthless, the song goes on by saying that "You depend on our protection, Yet you feed us lies from the table cloth", once again stating how the government depends on the sacrifice that these men and women are making, yet they are "feeding" lies to them about their motive for fighting.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Literary Devices from AP vocab list
>.< I used alliteration and parodox in one sentence; I hope you're happpy Ms. Hill.
My thesis for the Shakespeare research paper
Shakespeare employs irony to convey the role of fate in his tragedies, Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet, King Lear, and Macbeth.
Backstory to Hamlet's veiw of what a grieving mother should be.
((This is a "pull-out" from my journal. I just want some comments on it and see if there can be anything added. Thank you.))
As I recently read The Trojan Woman by Euripides, I didn't know that I was going to read the tale about Hecuba. In the play, Hecuba was a royal mother of a country. In that country, a war broke out, her husband's army lost, and the land was scorched to ruins.
Hecuba ",My country is lost, my children, my husband," (Euripides, 2006).
In that lost Hecuba experienced an even greater loss; her husband died in battle and now the winning enemy was taking the winner's role of decision. Which that resulted in Hecuba's family become separated and her youngest son to be eradicated.
Hecuba ",O my children, you have gone and left your mother in a deserted city--to the bitterness of dirges and lamentations and tears, fountains of tears, in our home," (Euripides, 2006).
Now going back to Hamlet, he displays the understanding of his mother and he understands that she is not lamenting like a loving and loyal wife. Instead, Hamlet see his mother marrying and fornicating with her brother right after the death of her husband. That is when Hamlet decides to use Hecuba as his mother's opposite. Hamlet understands the tale of the loving mother Hecuba to the "T," which makes him dislike his mother’s irrational actions.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Reoccurances!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Hamlet!
College is AWESOME: Finish with a BANG!
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
College Apps, Acceptances, and Tips.
I know this hour I'm going up to Mrs. Rodriguez's to look through her coveted binder. I want your feedback! :)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
"BIGGER" Poems :)
Against oppression.
BIGGER are they who speak out against
Their self-inflicted frustration.
BIGGER are the numbers,
Of the victims tainted by discrimination.
The chains of human bigotry,
The locks of pure antipathy,
White are the men,
That robbed mankind of its dignity.
Inside the darkness of the shroud
My whole body, my being is devoured
By this overwhelming force
That never once felt remorse.
Black faces, with shame are blighted
Raped, and beaten for all to sight
Crying out to the heavens in rage,
Much like the bird cries from within his cage.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Native Son
The action in Native Son starts very quickly; right away we see the violence in Bigger (killing of the rat). However, his violence escalates to fighting with Gus, then to the amazing killing of Mary Dalton. Some would think that he might become more humane because he killed Mary, and he should feel badly for what he did. However, he has become more paranoid; which I believe will lead to something worse, or maybe causing him to become insane. We're only about 100 pages into the novel, but it's intriguing. I love that he became so paranoid that he cut Mary's head and burned it with the rest of her body... IN HER OWN FAMILY FERNACE!
If I had Bigger in front of me, I'd love to question him and see what exactly was running through his mind. I believe he acted solely out of fear. He should have just left her laying in bed so that in the morning her family would think she died from alcohol poisoning. This comes to show how different Bigger is from the rest; he doesn't process the same as others. He let his paranoia get to him.
Let's keep reading to see what happens with Bigger in Flight! I'm so excited.
Now, to comment on Wright's style of writing. He uses dialogue on almost every page, and the way he uses language conveys Bigger's desires and his motivation. Wright wants the readers to see how much of an impact society has on him. Bigger has let society create him as time goes by, and it's come to a point that he's doing some crazy things. The using of colors such as black and white can be tied to society in those days. For example, right after he killed Mary it began to snow, and the color is white. It might be that it's coming to haunt him and to show that the white society is overwhelming for him...
Okay, I'm going to stop "wrighting" and let other people share their ideas.(:
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Mighty Casey Has Struck Out
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Memoirs....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zijKo82ECB4
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Final Day
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
At Long Last!
Quaerere Verum! (Seek Truth)
Sunday, May 9, 2010
The Aftermath!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Novel Overview
The Glass Menagerie Tennesssee Williams 1945
*Amanda- Mom, lives in past
*Laura- symbolism of glass/unicorn
*Tom- Narrator- worked in lackluster warehouse, poet.
*Jim- “The Gentlemen Caller”
Idea of escape, Picture of Father who fell in love with long distances,
Native Son Richard Wright 1930s; Southside Chicago; Winter; White Black Motif
Bigger Thomas
Mary Dalton
The Daltons
Bessie
Buddy
Jan
Max
Vera
Titles of Books- Fear, Flight, Fate
Idea of society, racism
Are we helping produce this type of atmosphere?
Native Son, he’s a native of society
Siddhartha Herman Hesse 1951
Gutama Budha- The One
Siddhartha
Govinda
Kamala
Young Siddhartha
Vesudeva
River, Experiencing, Truth from within, “The Golden Mean”, The Brahmin- growing out of one’s environment, Caged Bird, One, Went from one extreme to another
Novel Overview
The Glass Menagerie Tennesssee Williams 1945
*Amanda- Mom, lives in past
*Laura- symbolism of glass/unicorn
*Tom- Narrator- worked in lackluster warehouse, poet.
*Jim- “The Gentlemen Caller”
Idea of escape, Picture of Father who fell in love with long distances,
Native Son Richard Wright 1930s; Southside Chicago; Winter; White Black Motif
Bigger Thomas
Mary Dalton
The Daltons
Bessie
Buddy
Jan
Max
Vera
Titles of Books- Fear, Flight, Fate
Idea of society, racism
Are we helping produce this type of atmosphere?
Native Son, he’s a native of society
Siddhartha Herman Hesse 1951
Gutama Budha- The One
Siddhartha
Govinda
Kamala
Young Siddhartha
Vesudeva
River, Experiencing, Truth from within, “The Golden Mean”, The Brahmin- growing out of one’s environment, Caged Bird, One, Went from one extreme to another
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
April 28th
My favorite poets are:
Edgar Allan Poe, T. S. Eliot, Lord Byron, E. E. Cummings, and a whole lot more! bUT PERHAPS MY FAVORITE modern author is this guy:
http://anonymouspoet3.blogspot.com/
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Our Collection
STUDY TIPS
A bit long but it is a google word document.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
National Poetry Month
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
AP Vocab list blocks 1-4, 2010
Nepotism,
Pragmatic,
Pragmatism,
Fabrication,
Fabricate,
Flamboyant,
Flamboyantly,
Implacable,
Inebriated,
Mendacious,
Deprecation,
Deprecate,
Discreetly,
Escalation,
Escalate,
Elicit,
Debilitate,
Decadence,
Decadent,
Decadently,
Demur,
Proliferate,
Prolific,
Temerity,
Urbane,
Nefarious,
Nuance,
Ostentatious,
Ostentatiously,
Paramount,
Enigma,
Enigmatic,
Enigmatically,
Incredulous,
Lampoon,
Conducive,
Connoisseur,
Clandestine,
Cliché,
Cognizant,
Compatibility,
Complacency,
Complacent,
Complacently,
Blasé,
Cacophony,
Callous,
Callously,
Capriciousness,
Capricious,
Capriciously,
Caustic,
Caustically,
Anomaly,
Antipathy,
Antithesis,
Augmentation,
Augment,
Benevolence,
Benevolently,
Acrimonious,
Acrimoniously,
Ambiguity,
Ambiguous,
Amicable,
Amicably,
Unscrupulous,
Retrospect,
Retrospectively,
Garrulous,
Impeccable,
Insatiable,
Morose,
Oscillating,
Propriety,
Alter ego,
Aversion,
Contrite,
Culmination,
Culminate,
Facade,
Fracas,
Equanimity,
Efficacy,
Expiation,
Ennui,
Languishing,
Malefic,
Incredulous,
Uncouth,
Reverence,
Defiantly,
Despotic,
Prostrate,
Senility,
Perfunctory,
Trifling,
Acrid,
Pungent,
Sallow,
Proverbial,
Rueful,
Furtive,
Abate,
Incessant,
Insidious,
Reticent,
Solace,
Lewd,
Surreptitious,
Parvenu,
Bereft,
Atrophy,
Heraldic,
Effusive,
Taciturn,
Munificent,
Macabre,
Sardonic,
Lugubrious,
Elegiac,
Laudatory,
Vituperative,
Facetious,
Jingoistic,
Idyllic,
Didactic,
Maudlin,
Guile,
Integration,
Subterfuge,
Segregate,
Poignant,
Called,
Evinced,
Ardor,
Paroxysm,
Intuitive,
Syndics,
Averred,
Panegyric,
Galling,
Vivacity,
Vacillate,
Gaiety,
Irksome,
Dilatoriness,
Salubrious,
Perambulations,
Ecstasy,
inextricable,
Extricate,
Allude,
incessant,
Polyandrous,
Provincial,
Malignity,
Decrepitude,
Postulate,
Prerequisite,
Metaphysical,
Metaphysics,
Anthology,
Brevity,
Calamity,
Candid,
Commendable,
Frivolity,
Infatuation,
Inquisition,
Melancholy,
Satire,
Scrutiny,
Capriciousness,
Crass,
Cumbersome,
Deceit,
Eloquence,
Emancipation,
Empathy,
Ramification,
Subsequent,
Vindictive,
Detriment,
Havoc,
Heinous,
Inhibition,
Laxity,
Livid,
Meticulous,
Perfidious,
Pugnacious,
Quandary,
Unconscionable,
Vehemently,
Monastic,
Erudition,
Reverie,
Ascendancy,
Pernicious,
Ruminating,
Paradoxical,
Idiosyncrasy,
Juxtaposed,
Sentient,
Vacillate,
Voluptuousness,
Incipient,
Ardor,
Pallid,
Countenance,
Solemnity,
Conjecture,
Arbiters,
Scion,
Vindication,Coup d' oeil,
Inauspicious,
Impediments,
Decimation,
Effusive,
Specious,
Preponderates,
Scruple,
Fastidious,
Libertine,
Intersperse,
Squalid,
Ignominy,
Unsullied,
Promontory,
Incommode,
Obdurate,
Purloin,
Verdure,
Timorous,
Prognosticate,
Ephemeral,
Negligently,
Commiserate,
Entice,
Assuager,
Disconsolate,
Allure,
Foliage,
Asylum,
Expostulate,
Disquisition,
Impotent,
Palpitate,
Pensive,
Sagacious,
Tumult,
Allegory,
Alliteration,
Anapestic,
Anecdote,
Archetype,
Asyndeton,
Ballad,
Blank verse,
Chiasmus,
Conceit,
Connotation,
Consonance,
Denouement,
Dialect,
Diction,
Extended Metaphor,
Free verse,
Iambic Pentameter,
In medias res
Irony, Situational,
Irony, Verbal,
Litote,
Lyric,
Meter,
Ode,
Omniscient point of view,
Paradox,
Refrain,
Rhetoric,
Speaker,
Narrator,
Style,
Syntax,
Allusion,
Ambivalence,
Anachronism,
Anaphora,
Antecedent,
Antithesis,
Aphorism,
Apostrophe,
Assonance,
Bildungsroman,
Cacophony,
Carpe Diem,
Catharsis.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Fordy Ford fertilizer!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Word of the Week
Aposiopesis (pronounced like it sounds with a long e): a sudden break in speaking: a sudden break in speaking, giving the impression that the speaker does not want to or cannot continue.
For example, in the sentence: “On Tuesday morning I came in just as I always do, and I saw— I can’t go on”.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
The Glass Menagerie: The Play
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Must Reads!
Monday, March 29, 2010
The Future of SRHS' AP English students
So I guess I will "begin at the beginning": I will attend Grand Canyon University in the fall as a pre-med student. Move-in day is August 26th!
(I hope this hasn't been posted yet) Thanks everybody!
Friday, March 26, 2010
Learning While Asleep: A Metaphor
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Off the Assembly Line
In Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, the sacred thing known as individuality has been stolen from mankind by the application of mass production to all aspects of life.Do you think this statement is true or false, Forum? Tell me your answer to this question and why you answered that way. Thanks, Forum. Have a good one.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Worldly Post: World Water Day
It is a date "set aside each spring by United Nations proclamation to celebrate the importance of fresh water. For those living in the Developed World, it's a chance to remember that an estimated 900 million people globally still lack access to the minimum daily required amount of safe fresh water." Aside from that many governments have denied people their right to water as it show in the picture above.
Many events are held worldwide during World Water Day. These include:
•Visual art, theatrical and musical celebrations of water.
•Symposia for local, national and international leaders on water management and security.
•Educational events on the importance of clean water and protecting water resources.
•Campaigns and events to raise money for access to clean and affordable water.
•Excursions to local rivers, lakes and reservoirs.
•Special broadcasts on television and radio and the Internet.
•Walks, runs and swimming other sports competitions.
Word of the Week!
example:
She knows the cost of everything, but the value of nothing.
- Gandhi was well know for some of his epigrams for example:
"Forgiveness adorns a soldier."
- An epigram can also be a short poem with the same characteristics.
Candy is dandy,
But liquor
Is quicker.
Ogden Nash (Poets.org)
Alright guys lets see what kind of epigrams we can come up with. :]
Approaching Farewell
Good luck to all of us.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Senior Thesis
As we all know, during this last block we will working on a 9-week long essay- our senior thesis paper. The paper, though we do not have the format/guidelines yet, will be about a certain literary device/plot/theme/idea that we feel prevails in all the literature we have read- novels, poems, short-stories, memoirs, et cetera.
Have you guys though about it? I think I want to write my thesis on death in literature. Why is it that someone always seems to have to die in order for change to happen? My mind immediately goes to A Light in August, Of Mice and Men, A Tale of Two Cities, Wuthering Heights, Hamlet, Native Son, The Kite Runner, and many, many more.
I'm exicted!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
March for Women: Womens History Month
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Word of the Week( sorry it is so late. I am not tech savvy)
Research Presentations
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Help me!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
A loose sentence sets the foremost idea prior to all additional information; in other words, it puts the main idea in the opening, letting the reader know what the sentence is essentially about within the first few words. A Loose Sentence must have a Basic Statement, followed by a string of details.
For Example:
Bells rang, filling the air with their clangor, startling pigeons into flight from every belfry, bringing people into the streets to hear the news.
Basic Statement: Bells rang
Details: filling the air with their clangor, startling pigeons into flight from every belfry, bringing people into the streets to hear the news.
Let's see YOUR Loose Sentence! (;
-Esteban
March 3
The Kite Runner
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Word of the Week
A metrical foot consisting of two short syllables followed by one long syllable or of two unstressed syllables followed by one stressed syllable.
The word unaware is an anapestic word since the "una" part is unstressed, but the "ware" is stressed.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Unite for human rights in Iran on February 11th
Unite for human rights in Iran on February 11th
February 11th is Victory of the Revolution Day in Iran. Equivalent to the Fourth of July in the United States, it is a day commemorating liberty, independence and freedom. But the Iranian government has long violated these rights and is responsible for numerous abuses including torture, arbitrary arrests, censorship and the most recent execution of two activists accused of inciting the post-election protests on June 12th – even though these men had been held in detention long before the violence erupted.
Since blogs and websites like Twitter and YouTube were virtually the only way the Iranian people could expose the horrific treatment being inflicted on them in the days following the contested Presidential election, we expect that Iranians will turn to the Internet once again to carry their messages. That is why we are asking everyone to show their solidarity online on February 11th – whether it’s on your blog, website, or social networking profile.
Stand with us to ensure that Victory of the Revolution Day signifies an end to these abuses!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Non-Western World Research Paper
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Word of the Week
Example: We requested from the crown support for our petition.
- The crown is used to represent the monarch.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
College Depot
http://www.phoenixpubliclibrary.org
Enter the URL and search for college depot and they give you a full layout of all the upcoming workshops.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Always listen to your mother!!
For more information visit www.collegegoalsunday.com or call (602)-258-2435
-AlBa(:
Thursday, January 28, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYCLyNvFSDs
-AlBa(:
7 Years In Tiber: The Motion Picture
Monday, January 25, 2010
Word of the week!
Periodic Sentence-a sentence which is not grammatically complete until the end.
Seems logical right??!
An example is, "The child, who looked as if she were being chased by demons, ran."
Let's see what creative periodic sentences you guys can come up with! :D
-AlBa.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
The Kite Runner
Yo! New-Century Buddhism!
Well, I happened to stumble upon this, quite arbitrary actually. I think it is funny.
FOLLOW THE LINK:
http://cnn.com/video/?/video/world/2010/01/21/lah.japan.monks.rap.cnn
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
The Walk, NOT Talk- Party
Is EVOLUTION the answer?
Friday, January 15, 2010
The Wisdom of Indirection
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Long Live Equality!
Help Haiti
Action Against Hunger
American Red Cross
American Jewish World Service
AmeriCares
Beyond Borders
CARE
Catholic Relief Services
Childcare Worldwide
Direct Relief International
Doctors Without Borders
Feed My Starving Children
Friends of WFP
Haitian Health Foundation
Hope for Haiti
International Medical Corps
International Relief Teams
Medical Teams International
Meds and Food for Kids
Mercy Corps
Operation USA
Oxfam
Partners in Health
Samaritan's Purse
Save the Children
UNICEF
World Concern
World Vision
Yele HaitiWyclef Jean's grassroots orgText Yele to 501 501 to donate $5 via your cellphone
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Siddhartha Gautama (Buddha)
Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.
In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true.
It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.
What we think, we become.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Your Favorite Literary Quote
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
"We should have never come to America!!!"
the cumulative deposit of knowledge, experience, beliefs, values, attitudes, meanings, hierarchies, religion, notions of time, roles, spatial relations, concepts of the universe, and material objects and possessions acquired by a group of people in the course of generations through individual and group striving." Touche!
As many of you know, I was born in Zambia, Africa, I resided there until the age of 10. As you can imagine or maybe not, the culture in Zambia greatly differs from the American culture! Thus, when my family and I migrated from the United States, I experienced culture shock! Zambia and America are on opposite ends of the spectrum, they differ in values, beliefs, and attitudes.. In Zambia whenever you refer to a person older than you, you have to to add "BWA" at the beginning of their name, so it would be like, "BWA Melissa," and that's a sign of respect..Hence, I was in utter shock when I first moved here, [there was a white American family who helped us get settled] when Lynn and Sherry Bray wanted me to call them by their first name, in fact, I was extremely hesitant!
And then another instance is, I can recall when my Grandmother came to visit, the culture shock was even more for her because she's older and is set on traditions..So, I remember one day, it was a hot summer day and there's was a girl across from our house in her tiny bikini watching her car and my Grandmother screamed out, "ALICE! ALE NA CHINTANKO WANA KAZI!" Which translates as, "ALICE! THERE"S A NAKED GIRL!" I can recall trying to explain to my Grandmother that she wasn't naked, of course my Grandma just shook her head and looked at me angrily because to her it seemed like I was defending this naked girl who didn't have values, so I was just as bad as the naked girl...That was like a dagger to my heart of course.. The reason being, to my Grandmother it seemed like I was a sell out, as if I didn't have my Zambian values.. Yet, it is so much more complex than that..
The criticism I often receive from family members who say that I've become Americanized can at times be very painful..To them, "Americanized" is bad, Americanized means I am not respectful nor do I have any values, that I am an erratic soul..My parents, [I love them to death, they have a huge peace of my heart!] are guilty of this.. Whenever I mess up, they vehemently blame it on America, "We shouldn't have come to America, you guys wouldn't have turned out like this.." I've attempted to explain the struggle that I've had to endure and will have to endure for the rest of my life, yet, they do not understand..They do not understand because they came to America as adults with their culture already defined..But I was 10 when I came here, I was raised both in Zambia and in America..My parents expect me to only embrace my Zambian culture because that's what I am...Yet, I was raised here as well...I've always struggled to find the equilibrium between the two cultures, I feel that I cannot just abandon one for the other, because I wouldn't be complete. The struggle for equilibrium is frustrating at times, yet I wouldn't trade it for all the gold in the world, this is because, my two cultures have formed my identity! I feel grateful because my Zambian culture tells me to be hard-working, diligent, "to respect strength and not power," to be empathetic, and that happiness is truly free..Those values were imbued in me, each value was taught to me by the experiences of my Grandparents and parents..My American culture offers me myriads of opportunities that are not offered by Zambia.. It's not to say that, because you are American you are not hard working or diligent.. I am just saying that that's how it worked out for me! As I am struggling to find equilibrium, my Zambian and American culture are working together to make up my identity..I often wonder whether I will find equilibrium.. Or if there is such a thing..
So, I've got a question for those of you who are Hispanic or whatever, do you struggle to find the balance between your Hispanic culture and your American culture? Do you think you've achieved equilibrium? Do you think is exists at all?